An uphill climb
What if God called you to a place where in 20 or 30 years you might see two or three people come to faith?
Photo: In many places in North Africa, it’s almost impossible to be open about following Jesus
What if God called you to a place where in 20 or 30 years you might see two or three people come to faith? If you knew this, would you still go? Mission partner M reflects on how to keep going in tough contexts.
My family and I live in North Africa, in an area where it is really hard to follow Jesus. Local people can’t be open about their faith.
Our aim is to be a blessing to the people around us here, particularly more remote communities in mountainous areas. We’ve been here for 10 years, living alongside local communities and sharing day-to-day life with them – experiencing the ups and the downs along the way.
My wife is training as a counsellor, to be better equipped to sit with women in these communities and help them to walk through the most difficult times. The local culture has quite a fatalistic approach, so people tend to take the view that if suffering comes you just have to live with it. However, for a lot of people who have been through really difficult loss and grief, or who have experienced traumatic things, they need help as they can’t just sit with that suffering.
If not us, then who?
Some aspects of our calling can be very challenging. We are quite isolated, and can’t share Jesus openly. Walking with our friends and neighbours through difficult times can mean carrying heavy burdens with them. Yet if we do not walk through this and show the light of Jesus, who will?
“You just need to stay faithful to what God has asked you to do – don’t worry about the fruit, that’s up to him.”
Following a call to mission in this context means learning to let go of a Western approach that is very results and productivity driven. That approach is to look for success in big growth and clear numbers. We simply don’t see that where we are.
Just stay faithful
Before living in our current area, I lived in West Africa, again in a place where mission was slow and hard. I had the immense privilege of spending time with an older missionary towards the end of his life. He had been thrown out of the country where he had served and longed to see people meet Jesus. He had stayed faithful to the call of God throughout his life. I have never forgotten his advice to me as I was beginning my mission journey in such contexts: “You just need to stay faithful to what God has asked you to do – don’t worry about the fruit, that’s up to him.”
In our work, we of course have times of wondering, “What are we doing with our lives?” In these times it can be tempting to think of giving up. However, then we come back to another question – who will stay if we go? Who will walk alongside our friends and neighbours? We don’t want to say that it all depends on us, but if the few of us who are following Jesus here leave because it’s too hard, who will remain?
Find refreshment
We have been learning how to manage too – finding Christian community with other foreigners here is really helpful. We have also learned that we need to take small breaks, to build in rest and refreshment, alongside debriefing with those supporting us. Knowing we have a network of faithful people prayerfully supporting us from afar is an encouragement. Over years working in this context, I have learned that one of my personal giftings is to keep going when things get tough – to put my head down and keep stepping forward. And I can do that literally too, hiking in the mountains close to where we live.
Walking with others
One of the ways God has been using me is also to walk alongside others, helping them to think through and discern God’s call. We are able to welcome young pioneers, people who are sensing God’s call to go and serve the Lord in tough places. We want to be able to come alongside them, to train and help them to fulfil God’s call on their lives. In that way we can seek to multiply the number of people being the light of Jesus in difficult places.
I’m able to walk with these groups in the mountains and be intentional about exploring the reality of this life. As we walk, I can listen, and I can talk, share stories and challenge people. A key question we often raise is, “What would you do if God called you, and you spent 20 or 30 years in a place to see two or three people come to the Lord in that time? If you knew that was what might happen, would you still do it?” Out of a team of eight to 10 people, maybe God will call one person to a place like this for the long term.
At the end of the day, as we consider the challenges for ourselves and with those who come to learn about our life, the question we come back to is: “What else do we live our lives for?” Jesus has called us to this work and we follow him. He never promised it would be easy, but we stay faithful, knowing the truth of his words in John 16:33: “I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.”
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